i always wish that i could be straightedge but i never know why? i love smoking and though not often i like drinking and junk but there’s always something in the back of my mind that tries to tell me that i don’t need to do those things and that i shouldn’t because they’re all just stupid and a waste of my time and money
but i never stop anything
because i am the worst
i live by my own saying “as long as you believe it you’re the best in the world.” don’t ever call yourself the worst.
everyone can change and if you really want to, than do.